So, yesterday he blocked me out of his life, he said he doesn't have any interest in anything I do. He simply doesn't care. Two weeks ago, he said he'll love me forever. However, that being said, I can see the hatred in the tone, that he said I damage his life, I am sad and reaching the conclusion,I know I shouldn't bother him in his life, because he told me the person I know is dead. For me, He is alive, and if he now chooses to be a new, cold him, then I'll keep the old him in my heart forever.
Love, it's something weird. I was in pain, and also in joy when being with him. But now, after all these, especially causing him such hatred, I know this time, I can let go.
Goodbye, my dear bf, u r always in my heart. :)I have promised the old him I will pray for him, I'll do. Wishing him happiness always.
Diskusi – part 2
11 years ago
cath...where is ur fb...don't block me out of ur life...heheee
ReplyDeletei'll always here to read these stories...dont let this biggest fan of urs loss the connection to his inspiring, dedicated, distinguished and thoughtful cath......
though, im not knowing u well but i feel that u seem to be somebody to look up to for me....a great example of a my everyday endorsement...it might sound funny but i dont know...i always open ur fb and it makes me feeling informed bout what is ur status update which contain a lot of lesson of life....
sometimes i feel that im not deserved to be a fan of urs...heheee coz u are just too smart and always write magnificent words...something that i really want to learn to..
i know nothing but i feel great of knowing someone like you...
a role model...u present smart attitude in a dazzling appearance...u utter lots of strong and full of yeses statement, a leadership element ...
i dun know what i write,u might be laughing now...
i know that the unreachable is still there in our hearts though we think he/she has gone away...but it still feels great to know that he/she had ever become part of our life...life is so nice for its opportunity to have a moment for loving someone...but there lot of chances for you to get in ur upcoming love stories..
im just a dumb writer trying to preach this girl...sometimes it feels annoying rite to read mine...i let u to erase these...heheee
have a blessing day...cath
rdo ashadi...
Hi Rido, how are you?
ReplyDeleteI don't spend so much time on internet anymore, that's actually why I don;t want to get addicted with all the status updates on facebook, hence I deactivated my account. Hope u understand.
Rido, I believe, we are all stronger and weaker in many ways that make us feel proud yet also sorry with our own traits, but as u will agree, we all have to be more positive day by day. Albeit easier said than done, I believe we can do it.
I don't deserve all the compliments from u, I didn't do anything, haven't done, and am not doing at all. But I sincerely say to u, u r a nice friend indeed.
Thanks also for ur words, yes, love hurts, but love is also beautiful. Hehe, I know it is...
Cath